Power
is comforting. Those with food don't have to worry about eating. Those
with homes don't have to worry about sleeping. Those with wealth don't
have to worry about poverty.
But to have power is not to be
without worry. For those without it have their own comforts. Those
without food don't have to worry about it being stolen. Those without
homes don't have to worry about break-ins. And those without wealth don't have to worry about keeping it.
Herein lies the principal difference between the worries of the
empowered and the worries of the disenfranchised: the haves fear loss,
while the have-nots fear death.
To have power is to live
perpetually in fear of powerlessness. This drives the empowered to ever
seek the means to further consolidate their possessions, to drive them
into a safer and safer state. This is accomplished in a variety of ways.
If you have a throne, you build a castle. Once the castle is built, you
dig a moat. Once the moat is built you install cannons. And on, with
larger walls, bigger moats, and more fearsome cannons. But these are all
the methods of callous brutish lords, and we have come far today from
feudalism. Cleverer lords know that if you weaken your enemies, your
defenses will never be tested.
So you send ships loaded with
plague rats to your enemy's capital. You rally your forces to destroy
your enemy from within, and with such subterfuge that by the time your
enemy thinks to suspect you are responsible, he has already been
defeated. You teach them that hard work earns its just rewards. You
elevate the empowered as heroes to the peasants, that they may worship
rather than despise them. You make them human, relatable. You tell the
peasants, this too may be you one day. The only thing between you and
success is yourself. Work hard, and you will be rewarded.
And
the mice in the maze scurry excitedly about the maze in hopes for
cheese. Except the maze goes nowhere. It has already all been taken and
hoarded away in a secret room where the master rat lords over them all.
If only he hadn't been such a very, very clever rat. The mice might have
raged out at him. They might have taken a look at the maze walls and
thought about chewing through.
They might have noticed the
enterprising effort of an inspired young mouse and thought, I shall lend
a hand to this certainly worthwhile effort. I too will eat away at
these walls. They may be thick but my teeth are sharp and only grow
sharper as I chew at my bonds. That fat ugly evil master rat may be big
and mean but he is small when measured against the force of me and my
brethren. And soon, soon, he will wonder how he ever thought he could
keep so much to himself, and leave so little for the rest of us.
If only. But the mice cannot see, for the mice cannot think. The
empowered have so well developed their means and methods that we are far
sunk into their trap and without the will to escape. Many of us have
developed Stockholm syndrome, convincing ourselves that we are better
off in a cage, that we would not know what to do with ourselves were we
to be freed.
Domesticated, we were born into captivity and have
never learned to defend ourselves against the wild. Trained, we love
only our trainer and trust all too surely in the intent of his methods.
Even when the evidence alarmingly indicates the clear truth, that the
methods of the empowered serve only themselves, and our training too,
has served only to better them. But no matter. We have our chew toys and
the affectionate guiding hand of the leading party's ideology to
console our battered spirits. What more could we wish for? What more
could we want?
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hahahaha....my reading comprehension has gone down many decibels not tested by computer, but sure as sure just by glance. Maybe I just wasn't too fond of this hear writing. Either way ahhhhhhhh "I love you yeah yeah yeah I love you yeah yeah yeah with a girl like that you know it won't be bad bad bad.."
So yeah why don't they ever write about men like with a man like that you know it won't be bad bad bad.
It says one thing and that thing is that woman still don't meet the criterion of making a significant salary over the course of actual necessity. Bahumbug. I'm so not liking the disarray amongst the sexes.
Stil I love you yeah yeah yeah I love you yeah yeah yeah. I love you yeah yeah yeah. haaaa I needed to say that outlaid for so much more than I thought. I like how I wrote it out and I like how it felt.
Thinking about why it feels good. It feels good bc you lived by the beach I wanted to immigrate to when I was in elementary. I was raised on the mountain and dreamed a dream of living by the coast. So odd that you lived by the coast and I loved you like really loved you not bc of you living by the coast but just bc. You make me sigh. whistle whistle. sexy sweetheart.
I stand here all alone and in my own.
Uninvited and unintended and with a cramp all alone.
Inside my wrist and outside as well beneath the exterior.
I have cramps in my abdomen and in my wrist.
I get cramped up when I write.
Is this what it feels to be you know feminine.
ahhhhhhhhhhh
I don't know what to say but what i'm saying is being said.
I'm not sure whom I'm doing a favor with fervor.
look it up fervor!!
OMG i'M SO IN FERVOR RIGHT NOW.
lIKE THE VERB OF FERVOR.
I haven't known this word in many many years.
It just came to me like today.
I don't know what to say but all i can say is that I needed to say hi
SO yeah: HI
I bought these pretty set of rings that I'm going to resell.
They were very inexpensive but for resale its a lot more
I'm selling them for at most like three more times it's worth.
Which is a lot.
I hope all is doing well and I hope that I get a good better in the future.
Ok here is the list
I want power over money.
I want power over words.
I want power over short term memory.
I want power over long term memory
I want power over love.
I want power over everything i need to have power over.
I want power over people who won't forgive to forgive.
I want power to make people enticed.
I want the power to be super mall skinny winnie.
I want power all in jesus name amen.
oh and I want power over kb so we can talk in the future and be friends.
amen
Hi this is marilyn and the mother of awesome. awesome burner better not be into pyromaniac. awesome burner better bc like the angel that guides to to find things when i can't find things or guides me or helps me see at night. or helps me slow down or helps me forgive or helps me be a better person or helps me be happy. or helps me be happy. or helps me find money. awesome burner better help me not feel culture shock in any instance or help me hide from my enemy. awesome better help me open up paths to find my ex and disquiet problems we must have. awesome better surprise me with cool things. bc it was not made flesh it still doesn't mean it doesn't exist in some spiritual level. I miss awesome bc he's the one that helps me find things in the house at my parents like if i loose something. it's like a yellow aura. too bad he doesn't like leaving the house ever. he stays there. you better tell awesome to never leave me alone. I love you awesome burner. LOL I LOVE YOU KB TOYS AHAHAHAHAHA THERE WAS ACTUALLY A kb toys once. and also there was a kelly cafe too in the same mall. i'm laughing and there are many places called km lol including kmart.
awesome burner don't ever let all the word games disappear. I need help in the frontal lobes awesome you better help me connect all the dotes that go missing. I love you awesome burner.
I meant Awesome Burner, there but it won't be as funny by connecting all the types of Burners that rise up from two words choices. Awesome please don't let my cry tonight bc I get a glance of emptiness when inclined to a response. Just help me be a better scale of awesomeness.
I just looked it up the kb toys founded supposedly in 1922 but actually it opened up just when I started dating you. huh...huh...maybe we live in like this beautiful alternate reality where we shop there with awesome burner. It's weird bc i remember you buying me a polly pocket bc you asked what toys i liked and when you gave me the gift i imaged you shopping at kb toys. also, um i don't know if there was one in orange county but there was one in my side of town. we met around halloween and we began dating many months after. Um i miss kb toys it was really cool place.
maybe i'm dumb but really i had a dream a while ago or a notion. i thought that when i first moved into my house my daed asked me if i wanted to build something and i said i did want to build something and i built the emerald city kaiser permanent. like i asked my dad to build a wizard of oz building. if you look it up there it is in baldwin park. also the house i live in looks like a fisher price toy i had and umm i remember asking my dad for the house after buying that fisher price toy. creepy notions... i really wonder if i thought the whole thing up in my head or am i really that lucky...if i am i don't get squat bc i went out with a catholic right after hs that ended my love relationship with my dad. after that like they disowned me. and to be real frank it suck.
It hurts to write this down bc there isn't anyone to check this out with. it scares me a little. all i know is that my dad got a big team of lawyers when i was a little older after the hospital was build and like ummm then we had problems with money. i bet he got investors to build the hospital building . look up the hospital it was my favorite movie the wizard of oz.
The lawyers have to do with the horrid thing I like talking about never but try to avoid people in public always. I get scared that after my mom and dad pass away I might have hit men coming after me bc of the whole lawyer thing and how i needed to get defended so young and so that the antonym of the defendant get defended as well since the whole ordeal happened all in one base or one coefficient.
The hospital is really pretty. it was built in 1994. I moved to the fisher price house in 1991. I'm crying a little bc i like reprising that memory. that must mean my dad went to harvard to be a doctor. and after the lawyer thing happen he got depressed and went on prosac. but i got him off it really fast. he wouldn't stop being upset. so yeah why is my dad so secretive. i'm scared of my siblings bc my dad said that i will get the money he ever has left of bc of the whole thing i love you more than anyone. how the heck did i repress this memory.
that means the hospital was built 4 years after i asked for it to be built i remember it like yesterday. i drew with crayons next to the stair that go upstairs in my fisher price home.
I have a theory that someone murdered my blonde grandmother. i think it was the harassing bible teacher that wouldn't leave my door step. I still get nightmare over her.
hahahah....I can't believe your writing wasn't in vain. Like i really got power over my brain to remember things i repress in my sleep. What if my dad lost all his money bc i needed to be represented and the criminal also. like what a sad story. but yeah there is your answer. i had the power to erect a building. Pretty cool. thats what happens when people get envious they start to hit the money over power. so i pray my power over money increases for real this time.
I still don't understand the part what you meant when you said you were really close to getting a big pay check and that it was really hard to get out. Every time you talk about that i get fervors and excited. I don't know wh.
I don't like how i get a lot of energy lost in my right side. I loose a lot of energy in my right side and I don't know why. i get scared i loose energy when i do something wrong. like I wrote something wrong in the paragraph above and i lost power.
So yeah you were like my prosac after everything i went through before i met you. only thing is I can't compare you to that bc i still don't believe in psychology. it's full of nonsense.
I'm scared of the bible teacher she won't leave me alone. she african and she likes abusing my subconscious mind. and i can't say all the scary things she does but basically i want her out of my memory and hers most assuredly. also i had a bible study in orange county with another lady and she basically told me that the old bible race is actually like the worse you can be. she said it's something unspoken but known amongst the rest. scary. i'm scared. i'm scared about religion. i'm scared. please keep my wall secret. you know how i don't publish my name ever. i need my wall of secrets.
this is my favorite song. the song doesn't make sense bc he so does believe in god. he's basically asking why doesn't anyone else believe in you my love. thats what i think he's saying
Dear God
XTC
Dear God, hope you get the letter and
I pray you can make it better down here
I don't mean a big reduction in the price of beer
But all the people that you made in your image
See them starving on their feet
'Cause they don't get enough to eat from God
I can't believe in you
Dear God, sorry to disturb you but
I feel that I should be heard loud and clear
We all need a big reduction in amount of tears
And all the people that you made in your image
See them fighting in the street
'Cause they can't make opinions meet about God
I can't believe in you
Did you make disease and the diamond blue?
Did you make mankind after we made you?
And the Devil too!
Dear God don't know if you noticed but
Your name is on a lot of quotes in this book
And us crazy humans wrote it, you should take a look
And all the people that you made in your image
Still believing that junk is true
Well I know it ain't, and so do you
Dear God
I can't believe in
I don't believe
I won't believe in heaven or hell
No saints, no sinners, no devil as well
No pearly gates, no thorny crown
You're always letting us humans down
The wars you bring, the babes you drown
Those lost at sea and never found
And it's the same the whole world 'round
The hurt I see helps to compound
The Father, Son and Holy Ghost
Is just somebody's unholy hoax
And if you're up there you'll perceive
That my heart's here upon my sleeve
If there's one thing I don't believe in
It's you
Dear God
The contractor for the hospital is McCarthy...haha Summer used to say my dad looks like Paul Mc Cartney. the building is worth 26 million. If you think you can use me for minds in the hospital your out of it. You broke up with me for some little island. so yeah you use me I'll curse you with all the satanic cults under that name duh get it don't mess with me.I bet i would be like dead inside if it wasn't for that building i made when I was little.
Part of me is scared bc I still haven't liked done what my dad tells me too. Like he has this big list of books he wanted me to read. When I was little I got into them really fast but never finished bc most of the books were about world wars. IF it was about music than I would read them. I get scared when it comes to commands he wants me to finish. There is more creepy things about the town I live in. There used to be an airport that was on temple street. and ummm there is this historical place to visit called William museum(like prince William). like sometimes i get disturbed and think you might be the son of a teacher at the school next to my parents house. Like i have a lot of fears but I know for sure I dr3eew that building when I was little. I just don't know what happened after the legal team was disertained. I bet we went bankrupt bc of it. Like the person would have gotten like 20 years in prison.
Don't ever make me feel bad. I really don't know what this blog is about i just know that it sorta like an advanced crayola book. did you know my dreams came true when i was little i wanted the study of art to be more feasable. Like i prayed for adult coloring books and studios to learn art. I was really into it. I'm not anymore its creepy that your dad is part of the art institute. like really creepy bc when i was little there was an article in the newspaper to get a full scholarship if you mailed in your drawing. my dad never sent it in or maybe he did i don't know. i just remember reading it saying send in your drawing to the art institute to get discovered. That's why I can't say you were the son of the teacher in my school that i don't like. That signed me up for rsp bc i broke my arm that year and she said that she would not let me take time out. I forgot why i got sent to that class. I don't have a learning disability i just broke my arm in mexico. fuck them all they ruined my life. i hate those people in mexico and the teacher that thought it would be cute to fuck up my legal standing gpa. i still pray that my SaT WILL SHOW UP MAGICALLY at the house. please pray. I won't curse you ever unless you try to make my life uncomfortable.
The whole legal thing happened that year as well. so a lot happened and i kept missing school bc i had to see the judge and etc of people. I asked many teachers what learning disability i had and they said none. like i didn't get why they wouldn't let me go. I had my best friend got caught up there too she had a german last name. she hired a lawyer to get her out before graduation. like what kind of luck do i have like real bad luck.
Have you ever seen Stephan kings wife. I look like her when i fat. What if cousin It is about you. and thats like my christian body writing about you. Remember you can juggle. like It is my favorite stephan king novel. Bc I'm always arrested at home with the broken leg and i can't leave the house a lot bc i had it broken and my arm. Creepy. isn't it creepy. I even know someone that looks like Stephan king. Your the evil cousin It clown. ahhhhhhhh bobo the clown
I even have a picture of you with the famous picture where his mouth is open wide open. Clowns are my favorite, I used to collect clowns when I was little. after the whole lawyer thing my dad got rid of clowns and didn't let me collect them anymore i don't know why. maybe it was the movie bc it came out this year 1990 the year i moved in the new house and in 1986 the book was published. The guy that looks like stephan king scares me a lot even before i made the connection. and in the real life part I lost the little mermaid bra form the doll into the rain trap. in the movie he loses a little paper boat. scary isn't it. i'm really praying to jesus to have more protection as I write about this.
Also something creepy i found a post card with a house that my great cousin owns and the house looks like the building from the movie the shining. well actually he sold the house bc he's a real estate agent partially. creepy isn't it. the house looks just like the one pictured in the movie.
i just remember a black family asking me and my dad and my mom and sis to go see a stephan king movie when we were little to the movie theathers and it no longer stand that building. but nothing has ever been the same since we went to the movies with them. i just know that i get sicker easily and i loose pigments in my skin. they have been nothing but a huge curse in my life since they invited us to the movies. I don't know why i equate going to the movies with them and especially to that certain movie.
Please god protect me from them. Like i really wonder if they introduced us to that writer. in kindergarten they said most likely to write novels. and in like second grade i was invited to the stephan king movie. i think the movie we watched was the shining. then my dad got really into reading stephan king but before never. its actually a half white and half aa family.
The only way to end the curse of cousin IT is by having children. You need to have children to not be named the evil clown that is after children souls. you know whats creepy about eveyrthing on the hill top there is a place that looks just like a scene in the movie It and like really close to it. The place was built in 1990. and the movie came out in 1990 what if gods sending me messages form that novelist or sending my dad messages. on the hill top i always hear clown music from the ice cream truck that never goes around in the beginning i thought it was a recording. also whats creepy about that place i swear there is like a pole with an amplifier behind one of the houses so if something important had to be announced it would be announced by that amplifier. every time I see it i get scared. and I don't know why but everything in the neighborhood is creepy. the houses stand behind the school that is called william workman elementary. did you know my dad is named bill. like creepy isn't it. i'm really scared kelly. i'm scared. he says his friend got him the house to live there but i swear something is creepy . like what if he is not only just a programmer but a doctor. when he says he didn't graduate from harvard i don't believe him. i think something creepy is going on. or what if his asian friends jinxed him. what if they didn't and thats the hospital. the people that were part of another hospital kept telling me that the whole complex was build on a psychatric hospital from the past. I still don't know if thats true but they're the family that are aa and they live on cimmaron street that short for cinnamon. which is funny bc that gets rid of diabetus and aa are supposed to have diabetus. What if they cursed my hospital and secretly asked my dad to open a psych ward after she found out i owned a hospital that young. like fuck them. i hate that family.
The year I left the house dexter was filmed. Like I think someone told me to watch out bc it just means that jesus freaks might come after me and hurt me when they see my name on the yellow pages out of the house. like when i lived by the pacific coast a lot of jesus freaks kept announcing jesus comping. i couldn't stop laughing. TO be honest I think my last name was made up. i just know I'm english.and my family goes back to when the pilgrims first came to the united states, some of them. miss. yann is the teacher that put me in rsp over my broken arm. she made me carry a big packet of papers with my broken arm. it hurt to carry them. she didn't even put it in my back pack. my dads name is william. I wrote a poem about plastic and they took down all the metal jungle gym from the school. and they replaced it with plastic jungle gym. i hate that i wrote that poem bc it was a really cool jungle gym. I don't know why they didn't just restore the gym. Maybe my poem had nothing to do with it.
You know whats so cool. how someone had to ruin my life in third grade. i had to see a therapist many times in third grade and i even had to take a vacation to mexico to see my moms sister bc she couldn't stop getting upset and stressed. when i came back they told me i had to take special outdoor classes. and they just had me work on advanced drawings bc most of the students didn't draw advanced like i did. i was one of the most advanced drawers. I think i have like bad vision bc they wouldn't get me off the macintosh and drawing all day. I would have to work on math in the class and then math again on the computer and it was so horrible. bc the computer was super fast.
Thats how much you love me. You let me write down what i feel. i'm a little scared bc there is this lady that lives below me in the other apartment and she looks like miss. yann. i hate her she wouldn't stop telling me to stop giving away the answers to other students and to give them a try. she would get really annoyed by me. my dad cried for the first time in front of me when my mom made him sign the documents for rsp. I never saw my dad cry or yell until that moment. that year in third grade was a big movement of change in may life. he was never nice to to my mom after that.
Veronica Kelly isn’t my best friend. She is the woman who took my boyfriend and she is also a pyromaniac with her fmsily. Remember you. Warned me about Disneyland and the new princesses. I want the black princess with the frog out of Disneyland bc I own a boyfriend that cracks skulls professionally in Anaheim. Like they walk into Disneyland and crack skulls. I also want it out bc if he finds out I could have stopped that Disney princess he might come after me. Like please get that out. I know you own the animator part and hack into my computer all the time. Like get the african with out. The Bible teacher that harassed me and my mom lives by knots very farm. And she dating a red hot chili pepper impersonator or thee it. As a missionary she has a lot of power. She keeps sending the acidity of her pussy to me. She forced me to break her pussy power with my whole life at steak. Like she forced me to do a lot of things. That’s why I’m a recluse I’m scared of her. I want that missionary out of my life. She’s sick as heck. What if it’s not her and actually Regina. They sold sweet honestly to me and my mom and I told my mom off for doing that. At the end of it like bleaching. Creams don’t work on me Melody isn’t pink and blonde anymore. And I’m not pale anymore with peach fuzz. An four blue eyes are gone. The viramontes last name. And kelly last name has been using us for a long time. They’re a catholic family. The father I think he is named David. Regina. Bernadette. Veronica. Vallery and the son. I don’t know ther ename. But they steal. You know how we’re so honest we starve. They steal. I think Veronica stole John yanez. The assholes who broke my face in. They could have used him and courses them into anything. They’re into witchcraft. I didn’t know what was witchcraft until they came into my life. The mother is Lucy. Protect me form them.
I know you can go into Disneyland for free like I could as a kid. My dad got free tickets or discounted ones. I know your not miss yanns son. Or Matthew from my school th guy that won’t stop getting me in trouble and kissing me. I know your eye sight is different from them. Like when is this gonna end. Like stop trying to fit anyone’s shoes. Bc your shoe size is very irregular. I wish I could buy all the irregular choice shoes. They’re super cute. I know your dad is mad at me for not visiting him at his house. I didn’t want to loose my Vocie. Since they put me in rsp I lose my voice and I per on myself all the time.
I have cancer in between my legs. Bc the african woman won’t stop living inside me. I have elementary school pictures with me and my sister white. Like one day she cane to the poool and she asked my mom if she could use me to lighten her legs. Or her Face. She was having sex with the african man. My mom told her to keep jumping in the pool of water and I started screaming yet no one heard me. It wasn’t like my mom sold my organism to lighten her. My thighs hurt and they won’t stop turning black inbetween. I want her out of my complex. And I want her welfare job as social worker. I think Lucy viramontes or Lucy Kelly like sends all my friends to places so they stop being my friend. She send them to the welfare office and buys them with money and takes their virginities and sell them to african American who knows. Maybe Africans. Like I’m tired of loosing friendships. I want her name out of the Catholic Church. They just cane one day when I wouldn’t get off of watching I love Lucy. But she don’t look like them. What if my sister isn’t home. What the heck is gate about. She was put in gate. Melody looks like Veronica. Not my sister melody. Melody had a face that looked like my favorite singer Taylor Swift. Melody had Taylor Swift blue eyes. Be careful Kelly. Jehoavh wittnesses use boobs that lactate to get milk form white people and trade blood cells. If they don’t mine did. I’m really sick. I don’t know what’s going on. Someone keeps hitting my right boobs I think Eunice is using my mom and dad I want them out of the country. And I want her house in Melody’s name. And I want Shirley and Jillian Brancca out of the country. Meaning I want them back in Mexico and never coming back. One of my boyfriend is a machinest. That means he could probably get Mexico to be real poor by immigrating favorites work back to the hired states. They didn’t come into the United States with a presidents zeal. At least I do t think. I dot want them making my left side bigger. I’m scared. Melody your best friend. Bc she fell in love with you too got accosted by Eunice. Why didn’t you save her from them people. They used Alex. They like giving out mental pills. Since Eunice came into the country we’ve been abused. Eunice needs to be taken out.
I have cancer in my boobs from Eunice. Then from that viramontes kelly Family. Whenever a start up company shows up that I like. Like a discount clothing or discount company for Beuty. It all gets sold down the andus river to some big Mexican American mafia. If you don’t all rest know it Mexico has a lot of power. Not in Mexico but in the United States. The wall isn’t about drugs. It’s about all the manufacturing jobs that got sent there.
I actually saw all the videos you gave me. Ok. I saw them all. I didn’t like any of them. I don’t like that Jewish comedian. She slooks like my neighbor Ivana rengifo the bitch who keeps threatening to take my house and land. Since she was little. Sarah Silverman. It’s not a good comedian. I don’t like Margret chow. I don’t like her bc she talks to much about the femisnist manifesto in terms of defrauding many little white girls out of having a decent life style. I dot. Like the Cinderella movie bc it wouldn’t play. I didn’t like the anemi bc it talked about evil step mom when they didn’t show the scene where the mom gets held hostage and blackmailed; and how the mom had to prepare the daughter for pain. I don’t like pans labryinth bc it actually an infectious disease on film. When doctors are now coming up with stupid antibiotics that are either horse shite. Or cow stomach acid. Like all the realanribiotics have been taken away. Or salts. Like I’m grossed out by that film. Don’t caompsre me to that little girl. I liked the orphanage. That actually made me shreek. Why don’t you move your company to California and give me a job. I want a job highlighting things. I like highlighting things.
I miss working with you like working like roger and ebert. I like writing reviews over filmography. It’s my favorite past time. I also miss having free movies. Why don’t you go back to working for that magazine. And like stop pretending like it’s ok to abuse me. I like your like in the future. My hairs falling out bc a bunch of wigaboos touched my hair. I’m class they wouldn’t stop touching it in drama class. And my hair falls out and things out. What if they’re just praying to have hair like me. Ewww. I miss my strong thick hair. What if I get my hair from you. Bc you have thick hair. What if I need your hair. Like also if you have grey hair just write s prom and curse your best friends and take all there youth. Don’t get old. Please don’t eat old. I think baptized people have more tickets out of a conundrum. What if you have to get baptized at Calvary chapel like your dad said. What if he just wanted you to check it out. I went there once before I met you. What if it was me trying to get you to go to some church with me.
I think my siblings are not my siblings. I think they’re kids that prank me at school. And did some Halloween prank. Like I profiles every last one of them that pretended to be my mom or dads. Also the babay pictures that are at home ofnme all have new clothes that are not in the list of my clothes made by my mom. And they don’t have blue eyes. Either. The babay lictures they have look like pictures of the neighbors daughter. What if they broke in one day and switched everything. I only have one picture with my blue eyes. And that’s when I went to visit my aunt. Before school started in first grade. Someone is suing my hair color and switching and stealing pictures. I’m scared kelly. Your name is kenith. I like kenith Bragen or Brugen Bruner like you liked.
All the babay pictures were taken. I want them back.
All of my clothes were hand made. Not bought. I even had bonnets. The pictures they have are of someone else. It’s making me really mad. I didn’t have black eyes. Someone broke into my house when I was little.
Melody swears we’re twins. And that they wouldn’t let us register at the same time together. And that they would have to wait tinker melody go in. Like they have her in elementary as a huge child compared to the rest.
What if my dad is mr. einsenhower and my my mom mrs. Eisenhower. The einsehower golf place is near there. My mom smiles like her. Like how else would I have money to open a hospital that young.
Thesis.
Povidone-iodine. I cant prove that the chemical helps but just decreases the ability for a worm to breed more worms. And it atops itching. I think its cow blood. Or oranges ans lime juice with salt with cows blood. The chemical says to divide water into it. So its concentrate. But the instruction doesnt say that. It says it in greek not in english. Its feels good but it causes herpes. Ok. The herpes comes bc the oranges are no longer smooth anymore and you mixed citrua with milk. Its like burning a calf in its mother milk. Bc some people use fruit for thwir womb.your face is on the internet. Thats how i met you. I think your mom had green eyes and she is really jealous. Ella quiere mis jos azules o los de mi ermana tu esposes ex esposa. Nostros no somes pendejos. A mi me da envidia tu familia porque nonsaven alblar normal. Yo no soy no mas la familias que cres que soy. No me gusta que estan mintiendo en la potella. La chupa cabras se isieron porque daniron el quero de muchas personas. Y no se porque pero alamojor its cool bc i have thicker hair bc of the cows blood. It causes rosacea and type of herpes. I think people want to damage people never. I think they made it so satan diesnt kill them, but i think. You need to atop listenkng to your mom. Im gonna laser off my betadine bc i dont want herpes anymore. Someone keeps spreading it. I think black people made it through you to kill people bc spain is near africa. They envied melody and you at your marriage and your mkther and me if i waa there. But i have evidencs that i lived somwhere else.
It couls also be tuneric. I come up with different ideas of it. But i dont like it on my skin. I think im getting infection. I think i came to visit you guys bc the earth is sick bc of it. I dont like these chemicals. I dont like woman getting ugly and i dont know for a fact if african was different colors mixed together. Ok. Maybe someone big family died and then hurt them. No evidence. Ok. Like for real i dont care whatevs but its crul intentions never i noticed mexican love the stuff and dont jealoua of white skin. But hey what if some people use it to hurt other imagine having sex with someone with iodine and then givi g your the herpes. The herpes came from the betadins iodine. They need to invest in bactine.or make a bwtadine without that free tan. I dont like free tans it feels gross. I like the sun. But some people say the sun is an egg. I dont think so. I think its metal. I still cant prove were kn earth or where we are or if what. Bc i dont know. Umm imagine people travel to meet evil and when they meet evil they fall in love. Hey who care what it is. Imagine im related to the people who made it and theyre framing you. Why are you not married to my little sister who may nkt even know that i didnt know her for a long time. I like her but i think shes not ok bc she didnt knkw you were her husband. And be careful i saw your image in africa. Imagine the africans did voodoo to seperate you and melody. I ajve seen your colony of you and melody. You guys smell really nice. What if some other race have you guys trapped in psych warda bc they envied your marriage in heaven on earth. She not marilyn monroe. And neither am i. I have a narrow face if they stop fucking like trying to fit into my face. I dont like it but i think your head hurt bc someone wormed you. In africa they had doctos too you know what if that race wants to seperate you from your wife melody. Come and get her and check your dark matter. They control people from your chest.
I found how africa has bad hair. There are plants tbat curl. If that wees got into the food it could curl your hair. Ok. So africa had straight hair. I saw the castles theyre made of dirt. The dirt didnt hide the sun. So theyre darker unless the povidone is one of there nuances and they knkw how to use more than i. Melody isnt ok. The reason your unhappy is bc melody is your soul mate. She cried when we played menopoly and called me a cheater. She thinks i took you. I didnt. Ok im waking up bc im palying santeria.
Please atop being angry bc i think you fit into melody and i dont like being comlared to geniuses. Ok of your region. Im scared. I keep being misrepresentwd and compared to other humans from your spain. Ummm ok.
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